10/31/2013
"I've had one of those "huge revelations", about my art mostly. I think I have improved a ton since I started actually trying to take art seriously along the years of 9th grade. Art was just "this thing" I did every once in a while. Now it's on my mind every single day. Now because of that, I've realized how little I've asserted myself in putting forth the ideas I want to create most, maybe I have already asserted myself but my thinking has shifted so much I'm going to have to start moving my ideas into the "action" stage more than ever before. I also realized I need to start putting more action into a ton more other things I want to improve in, I've been staying too long in the processing of ideas stage I think.
Right now I feel so overwhelmed, but hopefully I will get past this wall. I've just known so many artists who are at levels way beyond mine, and have techniques which I can't seem to fathom. But I think we all have a certain technique and style that can't be figured out, and I believe I'm in that stage where I'm not quite sure if I have practiced enough art and put forth my ideas enough to know if I do have those certain techniques which have the potential to wow people.
And honestly art has taught me more than I previously anticipated, I see everything differently really, and what I have learned is not limited to the arts, I always like to find how something can interconnect into something else. There is so much thinking required in art, that is probably why I was so originally drawn to it in the first place besides my liking for designing something. While I really want to focus on the technique of art more which I think I am lacking in (I don't want to be stuck), I want to focus on the idea and concept of something even more in depth than I usually do, and just simply being in love with an idea or concept. I think once I believe I am fully on that track of thinking, my art would flow even more.
So I guess I have not "taken the next leap" yet with my art, which is probably why I feel so frustrated and a bit overwhelmed right now." - Gabrielle Jeraldine