04/23/2026
My healing mechanism has always been in helping and healing others I heal myself when a man is broke down and crushed I lift hi.m and I give him .y testament in life and I show him discipline and I show him the way and I'm doing that it distracts the silence and staleness i.y own being because I'm triggered to go someone came to me yesterday a man broke.n and I at the end of his rope could see it in his eye.and I told him Both!!! Giving up is not in our vocabulary you know who my dad was you know who trained.me and my father was a spartan thier was no retreat no surrender with this man no bowing down I took ass whopings in my neighborhood before I came home crying one day my dad was coming home from work when I was 10 on the corner of orange and North 18th two kids were jumping me my dad drove by and seen them jumping me he didn't even stop he just waived and drove home when I got home all he said was how did it go did you win I said no dad they got tired of beating my ass because I wouldn't give up all he said was atta boy. I told the man who came to me was fu**er we don't give up we don't need live we don't need help or counselors we are the backbone get your ass up were gonna fight one more time remember who we are so in lifting him I lifted myself
