22/06/2026
Hi everyone,
Sorry to make another long winded post two nights in a row but I really need to single out some people who have gotten me through the past few weeks.
To my brother Anthony, who had the difficult task of contacting everyone to let my lovely clients know that I'd be unavailable.
To Miranda, for putting up a lovely post to all the pages we're a part of on Facebook when I just couldn't find the words to express what I needed to.
And to my immediate family including Nat, Mel and all the kids for being there throughout this difficult time.
Also to Leese and Pete, you guys got me through until family arrived and made a special lolly delivery to me in hospital which I'll forever be grateful for.
I wanted to write this post to be honest and vulnerable as to.why I've needed a break. I know I dont have to explain anythong but I've struggled with my mental health since I was a kid. I've struggled through feelings off inferiority, isolation, sadness and loneliness most of my life even when I was surrounded by loved ones and people who cared for me.
I got diagnosed with depression officially when I was 19, and been on medication ever since and seen many psychologists, psychiatrists and GP's in the time since to help get me through life's ups and downs and the mistakes I've made along the way.
A couple of weeks ago I had not only a f family tragedy but also I made some mistakes which I take full responsibility for which have led to some personal relationship struggles.
As a result, I've had a 2nd hospital admission and 2nd subsequent mental health recovery house admission which I'm extremely grateful for receiving treatment. This is the first time in my life where I truly feel hopeful for the future and putting in the right supports in place to live my best life both personally and professionally.
I'm not saying this for sympathy its just to be transparent and honest. The real heroes and bravery belongs to those who care for or who are close to people struggling with their mental health like Ant, Nat, Miranda and my immediate family. Without these guys I wouldn't be where I am now.
One thing I know is that I love my job and who I work for. I'm extremely privileged to work outdoors with amazing clients. Whilst I can't put a date on my return to full time work I'm doing the best I can day by day.
Hug your loved ones, check in with family and friends, be kind to each other and talk about whats going on with our mental health.
Thanks everyone for reading and I look forward to seeing you all very soon.
Brendan
