05/17/2016
Wow. I think I'm finally finished with this. My longest project ever!
This painting is an expression of the many things that God means to me. I hadn't had much experience with acrylics but recently started painting because I was too worn out from chemo to do much of anything else. So, as I painted this, not only was I expressing things on my heart, but I was trying to figure out different techniques and try out different approaches.
The piece is 4 feet by 2 feet. It took over 500 hours to paint. I started it this past winter. I used the symbolism in the Ukranian egg dying art called pysanky for some of my pictures.
I am not going to write a detailed description right now about the depths of what each picture within the painting means, but I will give you a brief overview.
The Name of the painting is “All in All”. I see God's hand in everything around me and He is everything to me.
The star in the middle is based upon the pysanky symbol for “God”.
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To the far left, the word Love is expressed. In the book of 1st John, the scripture tells us God is love. There are balloons in the shapes of hearts in this segment. These represent my prayers and my cares. Every matter on our heart is important to our Creator. And the Bible says to cast all our cares upon Him for He cares for you. (I Peter 5:7). It's hard for me to really let go of things on my mind sometimes. So I picture myself sometimes as a little kid gripping my balloons. Each balloon has something near and dear to my heart that concerns me. Like a child trusts his father to hold his balloons for him, I picture myself releasing my cares to God and letting Him take care of them.
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On the far right, there is a picture of a galaxy. The swirl shapes, in pysanky language represent God's protection. He is my Protector, and like the colors in this cosmic picture, He is beautiful to me. Having formed the universe Himself, thinking of Him as I gaze upon the stars somehow gives me peace in knowing He truly is in control of all things.
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In pysanky, flowers represent joy. Having God ever present in my life is the greatest joy I know.
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See the cross silhouetted upon the hill and the vibrant sky? If you look closely, you will notice there is a vine entwined around the cross. The scripture refers to Jesus Christ as the vine... and we are the branches. As we abide in Him, according to to John 15, our lives will bear much fruit. You can see where the vine actually passes through the cloud from the cross, across another panel and over to the left where bunches of abundant grapes overflow beyond their boundaries even into the other picture areas. As the branch has received its nourishment from the vine, the blessings of God Himself promise to come through our lives to bless others.
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Meanwhile, lets return to the cross picture. Notice at the base of the cross, the vine's roots actually travel forward and down to another panel. Within that picture we see them amidst a number of hearts and tears. You see, the life and death of Jesus on our behalf wasn't just a crazy whim. No, His actions were entirely rooted in love. And love wasn't just a cheap and easy affectionate emotion for Him. It cost Him a lot. His love was deep. It was mingled in tears of sacrifice. But making the way clear to have our sins forgiven and have open fellowship with Him meant so much, He was willing to make this sacrifice. He so wants to have an open relationship with His children, that we would know that He loves us, and that we might love and enjoy Him also!
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Like a seed of wheat dies in the ground, but then sprouts and bears a plant yielding a hundred times as many seeds, so it is when we “die” to insisting on our own will and ways and let God just bring forth His life and growth in and through us. In the long run, He will bring fruitfulness in our lives. This is what the grain in the bottom middle panel represents. A seed sitting dry on a shelf may preserve itself, but will never increase in fruitfulness either. If I want my life to truly account for something in the long run, I must trust God during those dark and uncomfortable times when my own ways need to pass away that His new life may spring forth from within me.
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Just to the left of the wheat panel is an aquatic scene. When I ponder the ocean, I think of a place of mystery and beauty. A place familiar to God, but scarcely yet explored by man. The psalmist describes God making paths in the sea. What a contradictory concept that seems to me! After all, it takes many passes over a tract of land to make a path, and after you tread in that direction you can look back and see the path your forged for others to follow in. But a path in the water? The water flows back right away where you have been. It reminds me about how sometimes God calls us places in life that no one we know has ever had to tread... and where no one else can follow. No one can fully understand where we are at. No one except God, that is. Is that scary? It could be. Except there is no greater friend than God Himself. He sees your path, and knows everywhere you have been. He desires to show you the hidden mysteries and beauties that you could not otherwise known had you not ventured into the deep. These are the places that God will become your most treasured companion, your most intimate friend. Places in your life that no one else can fully comprehend... because the only other one besides you on that path is God Himself. And great peace comes from abiding in the presence of the Lord.
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Look straight up to the top of the painting and you will see a series of bubbles traveling through space. Bubbles are simple, yet complex... formed, but oh, so fragile. These bubbles represent our lives. The walls of the bubbles represent the limitations we face through time and our mortal bodies. But one day those walls will be dissolved, and we will find ourselves no longer bound by the temporal, but living in the eternal realm.
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And finally, there is a very simple, peaceful country scene near the middle of the painting. It reminds me of psalm 23. What is it about the countryside that makes us feel closer to God? The warm breeze, the blue sky, the fluffy clouds, green grass and trees... a run of water. All of these gentle reminders of God's powerful hand of creation also remind me of His gentleness and wisdom. I spent many years growing up on a farm surrounded by hilly green fields and country breezes. Perhaps this is a bit nostalgic. It reminds me of home. Home of the past... and my eternal home.
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I hope you like this painting. Each panel is separated by a woven boundary... the weave representing how deeply intertwined I want every aspect of my life to be with God.
I could probably write a book filled with deeper thoughts and meditations about the meanings of this picture, but I will settle now for this brief overview. May God bless you and inspire you also through the beautiful world He has given for us to enjoy.