05/25/2023
Sh*ttiest thing in life is yourself and when you realize that every bad thing that has happened could have been avoided but your stupid brain thinks otherwise until………….. bang gun goes off to the brain and you are caught wondering was it worth it ?? Who knows I don’t but I tell you what I would give to replay everything all over again. I just found out that May is mental health month.
Mental health is something everyone suffers from I swear. The problem is so many of us are so goddamn stubborn to realize that something is happening and then all of a sudden a gun goes off at a school or from the top of a building at people at a concert. I’m not saying these shootings happen because of mental health and are making excuses for any of them, but I’m guessing that if someone would t just taken the time to say. Hey how’s it going today shook their hand gave them a hug. Made sure that they just took the time to see if something was wrong instead of saying wow that person is fu**ed up or what a loser things might have been different. You see the most fun people when they are out and have no idea what it’s like for them at home. I gotta tell ya sometimes I ask why not knowing why or how I am but I tell ya it hurts every day I hate myself today I hated myself yesterday and probably going to for the next 20 years but I’m gonna try and try and try I just can’t quit trying no matter what. The show must go on right. If anyone out there is feeling this way I’m sorry it’s sucks. But I promise that I’d anyone was having a bad day or just needed a hug that my messenger is always open and if you need someone to talk to there will always be an ear here as well with no judgement no trying to explain why you are who you are because I love to help. Because I can give great advice. I’m s**t at doing the said advice but I will always try to help because that’s the one thing that will never leave me. I love to help because that’s what makes me happy. So please I’m always here and would love to try and make awareness for mental health even greater than it is now. I hope everyone wakes up with a s**t eating grin on their face tomorrow cause everything will be ok no matter what.
Goodnight everyone. See you all or talk to you you all 🔜
